Restless.

So I'm currently into my 5th week of school, and I'm still not getting really used to, well schedule wise. I hate my Mondays and Wednesdays just because I am here for a good 9 fucking hours -.- And with that sad I feel like I always have and need something to do. My mind is constantly on the go, whether it be about school, friends or family. On top of school, I have this addiction of always going out with my friends. I feel like they are the one who keeps me sane and distracted from the stress that I burden myself with. But just because they are a positive aspect in my life, they too can be such burdens. They make me feel like I need to get away and cannot really face my reality. They are my hallucinations. Something that cannot really get me back to where I need to sit down and concentrate. But thanks to them, I'm still breathing.